strength.
i have grown and gained so much of it over the last couple of months. i am so thankful.
feelings.
are fickle.
time.
Someone kissed me tonight. A friend. It should have been nice. I should have liked it. He is smart, talented, artistic, attractive, and MY AGE. But instead, I got weird and left his house. I felt guilty and cried all the way home. I wished it were you.
You dumped me. Two and a half months ago. Why do I still love you?
Time is healing. But this sure is a set back.
Can women and men just be friends?
hiatus.
I have been on somewhat of an unintentional tumblr hiatus. Whoops. I worked for 9 days straight and then took a mini-vacation to Denver, Colorado to see some really good friends of mine get married. It was the most beautiful, simple, real wedding I have ever seen. And their personally written vows made me cry. Love is real.
Speaking of love… Yes, things are the same. I am still heartbroken. But I am still smiling.
Today marks two months without any answers. I don’t like that it gets easier every day, but I am glad that it does.
I don’t like living without him, but now I know that I can.
I miss him, and I am not sure that I will ever fully stop missing him, but it’s different now. I feel glad for what we had, even if it didn’t last.
I wont lie… Sometimes I stilI want to be mad, and scream, and cry, and ask why. But I know it won’t make a difference.
I have learned a lot, and one of those things is that God is bigger than any problem or feelings you feel. I have also learned that being alone is good for you. It’s free from distractions and unhealthy obsessive tendencies.
That’s all I have to say for now.
“Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you’ve felt that way.”
― Charles Bukowski
Take your life where you want, never think of me..
Cause I’m trying to live like I never have.
awesome.
I feel awesome tonight. Just really good. Thank the Lord.
Q:hey danielle, just wanted to let you know im praying for you. remember that God's got this handled and that He can heal all wounds, no matter what size. He calmed a raging ocean, He can calm your raging soul. just lean on Him and let Him guide you! I hope you're doing okay.
This meant so much to me when I read it. I really needed prayer, and it is so amazing to see that someone I don’t even know took the time to pray for me and then tell me the things I needed to hear. Thank you. You’re a beautiful soul.
Q:Oh yea, and you're a very beautiful girl who is cool as hell and likes amazing music. Any guy would be stupid to fuck you over. Just saying ;) - the same old friend who left the other old friend comment...lol
Anonymous
I don’t know who this is, but you have made me smile. Thank you.
